finding self





my life, it is an ever enduring war
a constant conflict with myself
a chaos,with increasing disorder
a cacophony, of confusing noises!

with days, tumbling over each other
and time, constantly ticking away
my life,it recedes from me
merging into an ocean of people,getting lost!

and when today I look into the mirror
try as i might,I fail to find myself
and see another face lost in the milieu
common thoughts,common ideas,common lives!

but I refuse to submit,live an ordinary life
breaking the shackles, compulsions of the crowd
I shall rise to find myself,separate and distinct
and dusting away the ordinary,reveal the lustre of self!

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